| i finally have a face book now but i dont have a pic of me yet on there but soon. sooo i think im done with xanga.
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| wow july 28 was the last time i updated, so i figured i would. alot has happened but then alot hasnt. college is going good. all though if i had to describe it i couldnt. its just a bunch of mixed feelings. i like all my classes and everything but its really stressfull. i have papers due every week. it feels good being a college student though; sense of adult hood. i havent really seen anybody from blackman, other than the ones i hang out with on a regular basis like thomas and logan. im also changing my major to recording industry. im going to be a technical engineer, you know do all the mixing and work the sound board and shiiitt.
i have a new job working a legends steak house which everybody and there mom works there also. they have like 80 servers. but its cool cause me, billy, thomas, and matt all work there. i'm pretty sure everyone should eat there atleast one time. its so tight inside. at every table and booths around the bar there are flat screen tv's at the tables!!! were talking like 15 tvs. and if you have a while to wait go shoot some pool at our 2 pool tables!!!! i mean damn were spoiling our customers.
finally i meet someone and were still talking to each other after the first week.....good sign. her name is elizabeth and she is really sweet and short lol, and everybody whos know me im tall. sooo my back herts. but its all about meeting half way ya know?
until next time..... Thomas-lock it up....uh oh billy!!! |
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| well i am about to journey to find another job. yes after working a full year and a half at shoneys i decided to leave that shithole. nobody go apply there. please.
college is right around the corner and each day of anticapation grows. im just ready to grow and meet new people. i'm really looking for another job so i can save up some money. i really want to move out but i know i cant right now. living at home is getting harder. but its also free.......for now?
i miss alot of my old friends from high school. part of me wishes just to roam the halls one more time and see everybody. but its sad that i can no longer rely on the feeling. going from being a senior to becoming a freshmen again sucks. but life sucks... oh yes.
i think i want to change my major to music industry. this way i can still play and also have the ability to record and lay down my own tracks. i know music is what i want to do. its my life. but thats it for now. |
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| damn does this sound familiar, college is so stressfull and it hasnt even begun yet. cant imagine when it does. i have customs next week and i hear it is the most boring thing i will ever do. so yeh, real excited about that. on another sad note, hmmm still single. maybe i'm just a pussy. a girl gives me her number and i never call her. maybe i'm waiting for something to happen. yes, a miracle or something. i keep telling myself that today im goin to meet somebody thats goin to change my life. i've made up my mind that i'm not going to date any girls younger than me. its hard. i keep expecting like these relationships like me and amande had. COMMUNICATION. thats all i'm asking. hold a conversation. but i think thats to much to ask.
oh well. thats what was on my mind.
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| man i dont know what to do anymore. go to work come home. thats pretty much my days now. how do you loose two friends in one day. oh, maybe its all that "kiddy bullshit" i did. who knows, i just know that everyday it still feels wierd not seeing them. hmmm its funny, someone told me that after i graduate everyone was going to go there seperate ways. i guess he was right. |
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